I'm sure you're doing fine. Sometimes it's good to just listen to someone with somewhat different tastes than your own. Maybe you'll learn something new and grow to appreciate OP trio records more. I have been listening to jazz (almost exclusively) for over 50 years. I'm sure I have purchased at least 10,000 recordings (and listened to them all, many several times). And I'm still learning and hearing new things, even in old favorites. There's no end to it. And I'm sure there won't be, as long as my mind and hearing are still good.