what I quoted above was a comment that Henderson made to Dave Schildkraut at a jam session, sometime in the early '60s, as I recall Dave told me.
Though we could go back and forth on this, and I never met Henderson, I think there is an element of insecurity indicated, especially now as I reflect on Mark's prior post and the thought of the kind of town Detroit was when Henderson was coming of age. I can relate from personal experience, having been pretty close with Barry Harris in the late 1970s that, wonderful guy as he is, he is very ideological when it comes to the music and the "right" way of playing - as a matter of fact, one of the biggest obstacles I had when I picked up the horn again in the early '80s was a sense of betraying Barry's ideals. I kid you not - he's one of the great people I've ever known, and has such a depth of integrity to his whole being that, having come under his orbit, one takes great pains to escape. He had basically told me that a lot of musicians were just plain wrong in the way they played - Ornette, Dolphy, even later Sonny Rollins, and it took some doing for me to overcome this fear that I was not a real musician if I had not mastered the bebop rudiments or if I played in any open-ended way.
So, maybe I am projecting, but I think there was real social pressure in that Detroit bebop era to stick to the bebop way. Especially as Barry was considered one of the prime teachers on the scene.