Comfort zones...sometimes I hear things that make me uncomfortable with how comfortable they feel. Checking out "country gospel" or whatever it's called from the 50s-early 70s was a fairly recent case. Uncomfortable, because I knew all too well what was "in the air" about that music and those people. Yet, comfortable because I did know about that music and those people, they were in my "air", because life puts you where you are, right?
Same thing with The Beach Boys 40 or so years ago, you know, it's 1976, I'm all about jazz militancy, what the fuck do I need with this uber-White Surf Music? But hell, it was on the radio when once again, life had put me where I was.
Dislike is easy. Objectively evaluating is less easy, but still not really that admirable. What's really hard is disliking, then objectively understanding the music, and then seeing what the music means in reference to from whence it comes, and then experiencing it as a specific form of basic humanity. The whole "mixed feelings" thing is about as honest as you can get, imo, because I've no doubt that somebody like, say, Jake Hess might have had a certain engagement with all sorts of socio-political things that are anathema to me, but otoh, that man could sing, and sing with the soul of his unique circumstances. I can accept both of those things, comfort zones be damned. People are flawed, all people, to one degree or another. It's no longer my desire to either excuse that or hate on it, it's my job to find all of the truth there, and there seems to always be come conflicting truths in people. There's something between somebody being either all friend or all enemy, you know? In fact, I think I'd rather have few friends, and just as few enemies, I can live with that.