I can relate. I've bounced from one thing to another in my life. I thought for a long time that I'd wasted my life. But a family that loves me can't be too bad. In all honesty, if I tried to explain how I felt now, I'd probably sound like Jimmy Stewart in It's a Wonderful Life, but I can hang. All my life I've lived with the "could have done more" tag until it was a second skin, but you know what? I am what I am, and the way I see it, my lack of focus is part of what makes me, and what's gotten me where I am today. If I had been more focused, and accomplished more, the people who are important to me today wouldn't even be part of my life now.