As I PM'd Aloc, I have been crying on and off all day now and the fresh memory of our last moments together just tear at my Soul.
Even in her weakest state, she urged her body toward me to pick her up just one more time. Then she cuddled with me and moaned a terrible cry. When the doctor came, they had to pry her claws out of my shirt.
I have put two other cats down, but in spite of that I am crushed by this loss.
I'll get over it, but until then....I weep.
Thank you for the all positive vibes and for your humanity.
Tim