What a horrible time, what a horrible event. Many people died. Many continue to die.
The question for me is:
can I watch this movie? I fell into a very serious depression after 9/11. I wondered if having kids was only a selfish thing to do in this incredibly fucked up world. I looked at my baby boy and my 4 year old daughter and I cried for their future. I felt as though I failed them. I didn't play music. I didn't listen to music. I didn't sleep. I felt increasingly helpless. I took to reading philosophy, theology, and classic literature. I thought about trying to reenlist. I saw the smoke over DC from 90 minutes away as I lived in Charlottesville VA. Many people from my county worked in D.C. We were scared. At the time, I worried about my family who live near Flint and Dearborn MI. The two most dense, per captia, populations of Arab Americans and Arabs anywhere in the US.
I believe, all but the most jaded and reclusive, suffered greatly from these horrific events. I don't know if I care to rekindle the pain just yet. It still smolders.