No man, I'm the happiest thing on wheels. For real. But it's not from getting fucked over by junkies, or from seeing firsthand drugs block and destroy at least as much as they free up.
And that's not a judgement, unless you call being depressed by the cumulative baggage of bad outcomes resulting from bad choices a judgement.
Then again, maybe it is a judgement. Maybe I should be emotionally neutral when it comes to things like self-destruction and collateral damage. Maybe I'm just not evolved enough to be there. Maybe I should even celebrate it!
But I'll not, I can't, and I won't. Sorry.
But good luck on your money thing!