Right now, after a long unhappy time with anxiety for my late wife, and then grief for her loss, I'm happy, in love with an amazing woman who gives so much to me, and for the first time in life, truly with time on my hands. In the short term and for the long haul I very much want to set up a household with this wonderful person and enjoy each day as it comes. That couldn't happen sooner if you ask me. I've never wanted any situation more.
The main thing I am doing with the time on my hands is to get healthier by eating better and less and walking, I've been racking up four to five miles a day walking and drinking two to three litres of water a day and really feel a benefit.
For many many years I've been told I write very well and that I should write. For many years I've thought I really wanted to write, a work of fiction that is funny and yet has depth. Still, I've never brought any project to anywhere near completion and I honesty HAVE tried. This has seemed to be a goal of mine, and I fear I'll never get close to achieving it. So I may need to conceive and set another goal.